Let me tell you something about myself. I have changed. In the past few months, many things have changed in me, in my mind, in the way how I see the world, how I see myself. Friends and everybody around me are asking the same question: “Are you ok? Is everything ok?” And you know what? The truth is, that I am better that I have ever been. I feel released, free, happy and finally myself.
A while ago I loved the crowd, to be in really noisy places, surrounded by many people, friends and strangers around me, I loved the vibration of the city, I felt good in a fast running environment.
Today, I don’t know how to escape as fast as I can from the crowded places, I am running away from noise and my ears are bothered by shouting voices and loud music.
A while ago, I talked a lot. I was a chatter box, continuously giving advices, loved to be in the centre of attention. That was me.
Today, I am bothered if someone talks too much, and all non-sense.
A while ago, I felt that I have to compete with everybody, I have to be the best and I have to win all the battles.
Today, I am extremely happy of my own accomplishments, without comparing myself with others.
A while ago I loved noisy places, today I love the quiet places, I love the sound of the silence as I can hear my inner voice finally.
A while ago I lived for my family, my friends, I would have done anything for their attention and love. Today, I live for myself, in my own peaceful world.
A while ago, I loved to be surrounded by many people, having a lot of friends and strangers around me. Today, I love the company of beautiful, unique people.
A while ago, a just walked on a road, following the crowd. Today, I am walking on my own path.
A while ago, I was waiting for the miracle to happen. Today I live the miracle of life every day.
So, dear friend, who is asking me: “How are you?”, I would like to let you know that I am perfectly fine. 🙂
P.S. a couple of days ago, my sister sent me a text, posted on Facebook by a beautiful soul. I just loved it, therefore I have adapt it, I rewrote a little bit on my taste and here I post it. Whoever wrote the original post, I really thanks you for sharing it and hopefully you won`t mind if I re/wrote it and share it to the world again, as my feelings exactly have been described. I am grateful for this and I thank you.